I can’t write. I don’t know what to say, i completely forgot that i have this blog.

I’m doing okay, i think. I’m really trying to make progress but it’s hard, really really hard.

I’m trying to accept a few things, like the fact that i’ll never be perfect or have that perfect life. I’m trying to appreaciate the things that i have instead of being sad over the things that i don’t have.

I’m on a kind of spiritual journey i guess. I’m letting myself explore the unknown, i don’t think that i see myself as an atheist anymore, maybe agnostic but… i just want it to be more than this. It seems pointless otherwise.

I don’t know what to say, my head is a mess and my vision is blurry.